http://bethany.outofthebloo.com en-us Tue, 18 Nov 2008 12:22:50 +0000 Bloo v 1.10 http://bethany.outofthebloo.com/images/bloo_logo_200.png http://bethany.outofthebloo.com -Newspaper was really nice yesterday. <br />-For some reason, I've been extremely tired lately. And I [...] Tue, 18 Nov 2008 12:22:50 +0000 Bethany http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=40 http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=40 -For some reason, I've been extremely tired lately. And I haven't been losing sleep... but I keep missing my alarm! It's weird.
-Rehearsals are going good, slow, but good. And... the play is in like 2 or 3 weeks! Which is weird, cause we like just got started!
-It's really cold. ]]> http://bethany.outofthebloo.com/bloo.rss20.php?comments=1&post_id=40 One of my biggest pet peeves is when people think that everyone is lying to you. You know what I'm talking [...] Sun, 16 Nov 2008 04:38:59 +0000 Bethany http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=39 http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=39
For example: (this happens all the time): I say "My dad told me _____" and they say "How do you know he's telling the truth?"
(Kinda bad example, but you get my point)

I know my dad is not always right (or, whoever is telling me something), but he is not lying to me. And what if he is right? It just bugs me when you say something, and no one believes it. Not everyone is a liar.

Another thing, kinda on the same line, just a little more generic, is when people assume the worse of people. Like, someone does something, so they are fake and just like everyone else, you know?

It just bugs me. ]]> http://bethany.outofthebloo.com/bloo.rss20.php?comments=1&post_id=39 I was going to write a blog this weekend. A long one... I had a lot of things I wanted to say. But, I [...] Sun, 16 Nov 2008 04:29:04 +0000 Bethany http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=38 http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=38
I finished my powernotes today. Now I have to do my essay and study for my test. In WHAP. Only one more 6 six until the end of the semester... then one more semester. I can't wait for this year to be over!

I didn't go to Big Toe... this is my first time to miss a church event. (Well, big one... at least). ]]> http://bethany.outofthebloo.com/bloo.rss20.php?comments=1&post_id=38 Sorry I haven't been writing much. Nothing really to report. Not much time to blog. <br /> <br />School [...] Sun, 09 Nov 2008 22:28:04 +0000 Bethany http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=37 http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=37
School is the same. Hard. Stupid. And that's it. ]]> http://bethany.outofthebloo.com/bloo.rss20.php?comments=1&post_id=37 I can't say much about politics, which I kinda regret not getting more into this election, but I just [...] Wed, 05 Nov 2008 00:51:38 +0000 Bethany http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=36 http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=36
I'm tired of how everyone is getting so personal about it. Like "You're stupid if you vote for ___" I mean, it's very ridiculous. Everyone is like being mean about it if you say one thing wrong.

I'll just be glad when it is over. I'm hoping for the best, no matter who wins.

Weird thing- next presidential election, I'll be able to vote. ]]> http://bethany.outofthebloo.com/bloo.rss20.php?comments=1&post_id=36 I had a dream last night where it was Tuesday, and they were about to announce the president. But, it [...] Mon, 03 Nov 2008 12:28:47 +0000 Bethany http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=35 http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=35

Everyone is saying Obama will win. I don't know, I still have hope? Actually, I can't really say if Obama wins if it'll be good or bad. But, I don't know. Lets just hope for a good 4 years.

Gas is down to 1.97$ ish! Isn't that just, awesome? I never thought it would happen.

This weekend was a really fun weekend. I got to see Andrew, and the Bains, and go to Baylor's homecoming, and go to the Antioch (I believe that is spelled correctly), and we had lunch at some old friends of Mom and Dad, and that was a lot of fun.

Now I'm back for another day of school. Blech. Oh, and I got a 78 on my WHAP test. I'm thinking that's more good than bad. I would've hoped for a better grade, but you know, it's better than a 56. ]]> http://bethany.outofthebloo.com/bloo.rss20.php?comments=1&post_id=35 I made a part! I am an irish nun!! I am soo excited. I know I have more than a couple lines, cause I [...] Wed, 29 Oct 2008 17:48:39 +0000 Bethany http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=34 http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=34

!! ]]> http://bethany.outofthebloo.com/bloo.rss20.php?comments=1&post_id=34 I made callbacks! I am so glad. But, there were some curious people who got called back. But it's okay. [...] Tue, 28 Oct 2008 18:02:57 +0000 Bethany http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=33 http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=33

I'm now nervous. I hope I get a part. ]]> http://bethany.outofthebloo.com/bloo.rss20.php?comments=1&post_id=33 I am actually still iffy if I'll take it next year. I like it, it just moves really fast and is too much [...] Mon, 27 Oct 2008 17:54:15 +0000 Bethany http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=32 http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=32
In other news, auditions today! I am sooo nervous. I really want to make callbacks and 70+ people have signed up. Ahhh!

And, HSM3 was soooo amazing! I loved it! ]]> http://bethany.outofthebloo.com/bloo.rss20.php?comments=1&post_id=32 -The play went great. <br />-Auditions for Get Smart are next Monday. I'm really nervous. I want a part [...] Thu, 23 Oct 2008 21:46:44 +0000 Bethany http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=31 http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=31 -Auditions for Get Smart are next Monday. I'm really nervous. I want a part really bad.
-I am not, as of now, taking newspaper next year- the stress isn't worth it.
-I hate school.
-I hate WHAP.
-I am going to see HSM3 tonight at midnight!!
-I still don't know where my phone is. I don't know where it could've gone.
-I just want to sleep.
-I can't wait for Thanksgiving or Christmas.


That's pretty much it. ]]> http://bethany.outofthebloo.com/bloo.rss20.php?comments=1&post_id=31 My costume is complete!! Except for small easy touchups. But it looks real good. Mrs. Concialdi helped [...] Wed, 15 Oct 2008 00:18:22 +0000 Bethany http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=30 http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=30

I am still phoneless, though. I'm going to check the lost and found tomorrow. ]]> http://bethany.outofthebloo.com/bloo.rss20.php?comments=1&post_id=30 Today went from a good day to a real stressing day. <br /> <br />1st: I'm the ranked second in my class! [...] Sat, 11 Oct 2008 02:15:49 +0000 Bethany http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=29 http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=29
1st: I'm the ranked second in my class! Which is exciting! Even though it'll go down.
3rd: Element quiz was easy.
6th: Newspaper came out today! Which was excited. And I won't even talk about copy editor stuff.
7th: 86 on my WHAP test!! 84 for the six weeks average!!

After there was a lockdown because a man with a gun was right across Lamkin, which was kinda scary. But it was okay.

Then in theatre was when the stress started. I couldn't find my bag with my costume in it. I looked forever, then finally found it my bag. Then I had to get my leotard so Carmel could work on it, and I knew where I put it, but it wasn't there. Someone had cleaned out the room and moved it somewhere. So I could never find it, thankfully, Mrs. Koern had another one I could use, but its a couple sizes to small, but it fits, a little tight, but its good. I then couldn't find my hat that I had done so we could make the head piece, which, again, I knew where I put it, someone had just moved it, I believe. 'Cause it wasn't on the table. Never found it. So we decided not to use it (which is okay). Then, I can't find my pencil bag (which I think I left it in WHAP). I've lost every part of me twice. Which I am tired of losing things.

I lost my phone, my hoodie (which I think, where that is, so is my phone), my pencil bag, my costume, more of my costume, and so on. I'm not usually like this, just this year has been so stressful. I've constantly left things places.

Tonight I'm just going to do something unstressful. Then, tomorrow, I need need need to finish my costume!! It's my priority for the weekend. I will do it! I believe. I'm kinda almost there. Just a lot of sewing. And a big part that needs to be done.

On the plus side, I really only have to go to school fully on Tuesday. Because on Wednesday we have PSAT, and Thursday and Friday we travel. (Which apparently, we may not be able to, but I am praying we will!)
]]> http://bethany.outofthebloo.com/bloo.rss20.php?comments=1&post_id=29 Today was a much better day. <br /> <br />I now have an 82 in WHAP! And we took a test today, so I am [...] Fri, 10 Oct 2008 00:37:44 +0000 Bethany http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=28 http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=28
I now have an 82 in WHAP! And we took a test today, so I am really nervous. But I think I did good.

Spanish test was that we had to do the review (which we had all finished from the night before) and we could use our notes and the book and the dictionary and stuff. It was reallyyy nice. And we got to lie to 5th period and say it was really hard. haha.

Still haven't found my phone. I am so upset.

Job-stealing-girl-situation hasn't cleared up. I think I should talk to my editor, but I don't know, I don't want him to think that I am just complaining and stuff. But, she called herself the copy editor today, which made everything a lot worse. And everyone was talking about how much they appreciate their work and how no one thought that they would be that good. Which makes me just really peeved.

Office tonight!! Favorite day of the week. Friday tomorrow!! And Monday off!!

And we are making lots of progress on the costume. ]]> http://bethany.outofthebloo.com/bloo.rss20.php?comments=1&post_id=28 Monday: Costume. Stayed for late night. Did nothing because co copy editor and girl who <i>is not</i> [...] Wed, 08 Oct 2008 23:32:24 +0000 Bethany http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=27 http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=27 is not copy editor took my job. And when they did 'include' me, they didn't really. And I felt stupid cause I look like I don't know what I'm doing, when I just want to edit the pages. Grrrr.

Tuesday: Costume. Late night. I edited one page. For the three hours I was there. Stayed till 8 doing nothing. Lost my stupid phone.

Wednesday: Costume getting better. Newspaper, no one is finished and I still am jobless and phoneless.

WHAP test tomorrow. Everything coming up fast. Spanish test tomorrow that counts 3 times! That's just ridiculous. It's already hard enough. Are they trying to kill me and my GPA?

PSAT on Wednesday. Not to worried. But hopefully I can get into scholars. On practice PSAT I only missed 8 out of 24. Which is good.


... And I only expect things to get harder.

Going on a daddy date soon, hopefully that'll help. ]]> http://bethany.outofthebloo.com/bloo.rss20.php?comments=1&post_id=27 I'm at school at the moment. I'm at late night and I am doing absolutely nothing. Which is making me [...] Mon, 06 Oct 2008 23:08:50 +0000 Bethany http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=26 http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=26
Rehearsals was fun! My costume is getting closer and closer to being completed, but it's still not far along.

Today was fun, not much to report on.

Jeremy sent the ad!

So yes, I'll get back to my busy work. ]]> http://bethany.outofthebloo.com/bloo.rss20.php?comments=1&post_id=26 Last night was lots of fun! I went to Carly's 16th birthday party. We played Laser Tag and I got second [...] Sun, 05 Oct 2008 23:55:53 +0000 Bethany http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=25 http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=25
These next two weeks are going to be busy and tough. With the play and newspaper, I'm pretty much going to be living at school.

I have no idea how I am going to finish my costume in time. But, I'm going to have to. Hopefully it'll look good.

I'm shooting for a B in WHAP. I pretty much need more than an 85 on the test, which I believe is duable. I just feel like there is no time to study.

Ahhh.

Philippians 4:13-
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

Give me strength, O Lord. I'm going to need it. ]]> http://bethany.outofthebloo.com/bloo.rss20.php?comments=1&post_id=25 I got a 100 on my algebra 2 test!! And highest in my class! <br /> <br />I also found out my essay for [...] Fri, 03 Oct 2008 01:51:40 +0000 Bethany http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=24 http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=24
I also found out my essay for WHAP is a daily grade, which is good and bad. Good because it took a lot of pressure off, bad because I could've used that major grade. I got a lot of help from my teacher, though. Which was good!

My stories are pretty much done, they are in the final touches mode. They are on the page too! It looks nice! Be sure to look out for it! (: ]]> http://bethany.outofthebloo.com/bloo.rss20.php?comments=1&post_id=24 ... every once in a while. <br /> <br />I got a 97 on my personal challenge essay!! <br /> <br />I need [...] Tue, 30 Sep 2008 00:49:54 +0000 Bethany http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=23 http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=23
I got a 97 on my personal challenge essay!!

I need to go figure out how I'm going to write my world history essay now. ]]> http://bethany.outofthebloo.com/bloo.rss20.php?comments=1&post_id=23 Just to let you know. I'm okay. <br />Just tired. <br /> <br />I failed my first World History AP test. [...] Thu, 25 Sep 2008 23:07:17 +0000 Bethany http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=22 http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=22 Just tired.

I failed my first World History AP test. I got a 56. I didn't study. I didn't get home till 7. It was 11 when I finished my homework. I was too tired. I was too stressed. I was too angry.

Excuses aside, I'm going to do better. I'm going to get better. I'm going to stop complaining and work. I'm going to work hard.

I'm going to pull through. I have to.

And yes, I realize I am doing a lot. I don't need the reminder. It's just the only way. If I want to be successful, it's the only way. ]]> http://bethany.outofthebloo.com/bloo.rss20.php?comments=1&post_id=22 I'm sorry for sounding so lame and depressing. But, I don't know. I need to get all this out. <br /> <br [...] Wed, 24 Sep 2008 01:38:31 +0000 Bethany http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=21 http://bethany.outofthebloo.com?post_id=21
I don't think I'm a good journalist. Actually, I know I'm not. A journalist is someone who wants to dig deep in the story, find the stranges angles, interview the stranges people. I can't do that. It's too hard for me.

I'm not sure if I'm regretting taking newspaper. I took it because I wanted to grow as a writer. It's just so demanding. I enjoy the people and the class. It's just, so hard. I don't know if I'll take it again next year. Hopefully it'll get better. I want to get better. We'll just have to see.

Well, now I'm off to revise my gas story. Which I didn't even want to write. That kid stole my story though. I'm not good at gas stuff. And she wants me to call an expert! Where am I supposed to find an expert?

Once again, I'm trying not to complain. It's just me and my hatred of hard work. And socializing. Therefore, I am not a journalist.

I'll stop talking about this now. ]]> http://bethany.outofthebloo.com/bloo.rss20.php?comments=1&post_id=21