Sorry I've been so down lately. I'm okay. Really. I just... have nothing to do anymore. Nothing to stress out about. So... all I can do is think.

I don't really have much to blog about. I just want you to know that I'm still upset, and even more upset at times, but I'm not crying all the time or anything.

Today is District for UIL... so I'm a little more upset. Also, I've gotten a lot of congrats/great show compliments lately, but it just makes it worse. Also, Phaedra was apparently not too good. That's what Eliza said. Woooooooh. Thanks judge. I'm sorry... I don't like to dislike people, and try not too... but I seriously can't find anything in her to like. Urrrrchhhhh. Every time I think about it and her, I just want to know what was going on in her head. Why was she our judge?!! Cause she didn't even like Falls. And, I found out we actually made the alternate position. Not 4th place that we thought. So, cool? I guess. I don't know. Cy Ridge wrote Mrs. Koern an email saying how much they loved our show and how suprised they were that they advanced and not us. Which, as much as it is flattering, makes it worse. I miss UIL so much. I miss rehearsals. I miss my character. I miss the cast. Bllllaaaahhhhh.

I did get my SAT scores today... 2030!!!! :))) I didn't think I'd do so good. I'm so proud of myself. Ha. And I don't really want to take it again. Ha, but I think my mom may want me to. We'll see.